too much to ask
"it's the first time i ever felt this lonely.
i wish someone could cure this pain.
it's funny when you think it's gonna work out
'til you chose weed over me, you're so lame!
'til you chose weed over me, you're so lame!
i thought you were cool until the point,
but up until the point you didnt call me
when you said you would.
Always coming up with some kind of story"
but up until the point you didnt call me
when you said you would.
Always coming up with some kind of story"
[Avril Lavigne - Too Much To Ask live in Buffalo]
i've known this song for so long but it took me until a few years ago to actually experienced what it's about. unfortunately.
i fell for someone who could be considered as the "bad boy". lying, cheating, and more lying until he broke my heart into a million pieces!
it still makes me sick when i think about his lame excuses, his text messages he sent me when he was stoned, telling me how much he loved me, him cheating on me, and then apologizing and begging me to give him another chance. i was naive enough to believe him but i had no idea he was stoned when he sent me the apology...he never really meant it.
hanging out with his band and smoking weed has always been more important but i was too much in love to realize it.
he chose weed over me and i hope they're happy now.
oh ich hab in letzter zeit auch wieder etliche male avrils erste platte gehört. immer wieder schön, und so viele erinnerungen..
AntwortenLöschenoh ja, sehr viele tolle erinnerungen. die hab ich rauf und runter gehört und ich mag sie heute noch. <3 ich weiß gar nicht, wie oft ich dieses lied gehört habe, ohne persönlichen bezug und plötzlich, jahre später, wie die faust aufs auge!!
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