[The All-American Rejects - Mona Lisa]

mona lisa

you can sit beside me when the world comes down, 

if it doesn't matter,
then just turn around.
you'll be the queen and i'll be your clown.
you can sit beside me when the world comes down.

 [The All-American Rejects - Mona Lisa live @ MySpace's The List]

to queen consuela,

from king wuky.

because the time with you at the dorm with you was legendary!

and even though i don't live next door anymore,

it's not over yet!

there will be more nights on your balcony,

more val duna wine,

much more ouzo,

more christina stürmer,

more gzsz and awz,

more talking about life and love,

more, more, more!

[Avril Lavigne - Too Much To Ask]

 too much to ask

"it's the first time i ever felt this lonely.

i wish someone could cure this pain.
 

it's funny when you think it's gonna work out
'til you chose weed over me, you're so lame!

i thought you were cool until the point,
but up until the point you didnt call me
when you said you would.

Always coming up with some kind of story"

[Avril Lavigne - Too Much To Ask live in Buffalo] 

i've known this song for so long but it took me until a few years ago to actually experienced what it's about. unfortunately.

i fell for someone who could be considered as the "bad boy". lying, cheating, and more lying until he broke my heart into a million pieces!

it still makes me sick when i think about his lame excuses, his text messages he sent me when he was stoned, telling me how much he loved me, him cheating on me, and then apologizing and begging me to give him another chance. i was naive enough to believe him but i had no idea he was stoned when he sent me the apology...he never really meant it.

hanging out with his band and smoking weed has always been more important but i was too much in love to realize it. 

he chose weed over me and i hope they're happy now.